Unspoken Wall

Dennis i am so sorry for my actions and I know I really messed up I know my issues are not yours but please hear me out a little bit please I am seriously dealing with a brain tumor that affects me in so many ways that sometimes I dont know what to do its called a colloidal cyst on the 3rd ventricul my tumor is 2.3 cm and there isn't much the doctors can do on my case . I have a 3 yr old a 5 yr old and a 20 yr old im struggling to try and tell what the outcome may end up being and the fact is I know I messed up and there is no excuse for it. I should have talked to you like a person and sometimes this thing doesn't help situations of thinking and I am sorry there isn't anything I can do to prove how sorry I am besides make things right and in which I am truelly trying the best I can with living and due to my condition I am limited to what I can do but I still try . I begg you to please work with me on this even though I dont deserve it I can do landscaping remodeling concrete I am very skilled at things but please let me show I can get this taken care of I'll go pull out a loan in which im working on to pay you so please just allow me a few more days and this will be settled

I’m sorry love for everything, im the worst gf ever and ur the sweetest boy I love you my sweet boy.